I miss him so bad.. its been how many .. 18 months? .. . and the pain is still there.
I feel so bad when I remember all the times I could say “I love you” but never did, or how many hugs I could gave him but never did. Urg my arms miss him so badly, my ears miss to hear his voice, and his kinna weird way to laugh.
Its funny, I miss more his bad habits and thats what I would love to hear the most, the way he slurp the soup… he did so many weird noises muahahaha.
Ack its so sad, it should be me, i should be dead instead of him.
I cant stop feeling so bad when I heard my mom cry everynight.
I miss him, God why did you take him so soon?
Please let me see him when I die… am I good enough to see him?
My mom says he is always watching us, but I hope he isnt so he wont see how bad I really am.
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